The World In My Eyes

goodbye for now?

2009-09-14T05:02:00.000-07:00

guess im done with blogging atm:)

im nothing but just another twitter addict now!!

goodbye.

to ickiee; adik ku raja harith rifqi.

2009-09-01T02:05:00.000-07:00

yes ickie blog ini untuk kamu :)

berita kamu sudah berpunya sungguh mengejut kan.

thanks to facebook.

hehe.

congrats on the new found love my dear.

i dnt knw why but i am so happy fer u.

i miss the good old days.

i miss damai, i miss hartamas, i miss the long phone calls and.

i miss najiah too:(

u deserve to be happy after the very long search.

be good.

i hope to see u soon.

and yess ickiee u are like my little brother macam kimmy.hahaha.

much love;Khalissah

Najiiaaah.

2009-08-28T12:03:00.000-07:00

Everything that we went thru was like an adventure.

i miss u being around me.

i miss our outings.

and wasting our time checking out guys at pink after class.

funny thing is after high school i never thot that id see u again

but yea there we were in the same uni.

najiah was like my other half.

id never miss a day seeing her.

NOT A SINGLE DAY.

why did u have to leave kl?

i hate u fer leaving me behind.

no wait i basically hate everyone that left me here all alone.

im sorry i just miss summer 06.

ma:

2009-08-28T11:53:00.001-07:00

so long.

2009-08-28T05:45:00.001-07:00

Goodbye bb hello i phone 3g s:)

u make me wanna

2009-08-25T10:57:00.000-07:00

liliiiiiick you frm ya head to ya toes and i wanna movveee movveeeee down down to da flo.

just look at this baby right here. owh how i love you. i want u. so badly.but too bad i cant.

whopper junior tmrw will be the day we shall meet my love.

i promise u.

So let me swim in your soul.

2009-08-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

The new addiction

the dream-rockin that thing.

loveezz it.

its a tite ass song.

Life is great.

its wonderfull.

great friends great COMPANY:)

i love everything about it.

i dont need to play hard to get cuz everthing just comes roling my way.

tell me what they know about my love.

well babe the secrete lies between us.

no one else but us:)<3<3

nothing else but me.

2009-08-24T13:09:00.000-07:00

the things u say owh boy u drive me crazy.
yeap it just dosent hurt anymore fer me to tell u goodbye.
im done.
this time its all about me.
nothing else but me.

owh please.

2009-08-24T12:30:00.002-07:00

i told u.

LISSA always wins.

;)

when i talk the talk

i REALLY talk the talk.

so thats how i kick it.

DEUCESS!!!

dont be hatin on me mofos.

ahax ada hati kau nak gelabah ngan aku?

please.

my name is LISSA and im flyy.

u cud kiss my fucken ass fer all i care.

ill leave my kiss with u.

2009-08-24T12:22:00.000-07:00

cuz i knw if im fallin u wont let me hit the ground.
and i know nothing could come between us.
ily shamin:)
always and forever.

not only ur my bestfriend but ur the new "man" of my life

LOL

u mean the world to me my love.

u ppl rock my world yo.

mumble fumble

2009-08-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

I must say im the luckiest bitch for buying the last super uber cute jumpsuit in top shop when i was london:) i love it to the max.

shopping helps me cure my heart and soul when im sad.

makes me feel good about myself.

alot has happend.

these past few weeks.

my lovelies and i are having a bad time.

but owh well

its okay.

bitching session does really help alot

and thats what i do best ladies:)

u dont wanna mess with me.

honestly u dont.

all i gotta do is just open my mouth and the job is done.

Them drugs.

2009-08-12T21:32:00.000-07:00

oh Lord.

i need fucking pain killers

my wisdom tooth and gum is hurting like a BITCH!

most fav thing; eating

cant do that right now:(

HELP me Motherfucker.

over dinner and gossips

2009-08-12T07:22:00.001-07:00

at delicious rite now.

having a late great dinner with them girlz:)

i thought it was just me but a lot could happen in just a short period of time

hearing all the crazy ass shiet that happend;totaly expected and unexpected? hah!

im tired but enjoying the night

Lovezzz it.

Schweetheart.

2009-08-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

just like in the movies babe imma cum to ur rescue.

i say u da fucking best. best i ever had.

DEUCES!!!!

cry me a river.

2009-08-10T14:53:00.000-07:00

:'(
frustrated
upset
&&
numb
i feel so empty.

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i miss you ya.
congrats on ur wedding.

bring it.

2009-08-10T01:56:00.000-07:00

its easy for me.

imma juz give u a big ass spanking with my mouth

and i can bet that your sorry ass wont stop crying about it:)

lesson learnd. so girl dont ever dare say stupid shit about me next time.

thats one thing i can never tolerate with anyone and u know i am the winner when comes to arguing.

run into my arms.

2009-08-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

im in love with that song.

it says evertyhing about us:)

j.holiday is the shit.

you'z my knight in shinin armour babiiee.<3

owh

my trip to london was awsome only because

i bought my self soo much of stuffs;D

every single day felt like it was christmast.

more and more things keep coming into my hands.

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ladies and gentleman;meet my new best friend:)

of cravings.

2009-08-04T07:32:00.000-07:00

wth.
im craving for mcdonnalds:(
and i want it soooo badly.
BUT i cant.
WHY?
sebab tak halal.
Fuck that shiet man.
owh how i miss my bibik and her maggie goreng.

They say the darnest things.

2009-08-02T10:05:00.000-07:00

So I was having my late dinner with my borther and his friends.
As ussual i have this verry bad habbit of eavesdropping and starring at people around me.
I over heard the cutest and funniest thing ive ever heard coming from such a cute little girl. haha and this is what she said
Little girl: mommy...At what time did u gave birth to me?
Mom replied: on wednesday at 2 A.M
Little girl: Owh okay. Thats late. i hope i didnt wake u up while u were sleeping.
i dnt guys but i find it so cute and funny.
lol.

i love london:)
its too great over here.

chapter in my past.

2009-07-21T00:47:00.000-07:00

I miss grade nine.

And all the thoughts that were gone came rushing back to me.

We shared a couple of laughs and memories.

Thank you for everything.

i breathe you.

2009-07-20T21:52:00.000-07:00

I know i got u feeling like this cant be right.

I wont stop till u get it right.

What ever i said to you i really mean it; today,yestersday, the first time i got to know you.

I mean it.

This is krazy babe. im head over heals for you.

112-nowhere.

its our song:)

jiwaku.

2009-07-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

Yay.I had a great weekend. Suka sangat;)

U know how important u are to me kan?

Call me cliche for saying that.

My happiness revolves around u.

No one else but you<3

Honestly i dont know what id do if u werent around.

I just cant do this alone.

imu.

say whatt??!!

2009-07-14T03:43:00.000-07:00

what?? dont expect an apology from you??
Never did i mention sorry to u and kau dah boleh kata aku nak apology from kau??
you gotta be kidding me mister.
Honestly.
Go back to where u belong.
im not gonna even bother anymore.

Monday blues

2009-07-12T22:25:00.000-07:00

So not looking forward for this day.

Im sleepy and hunggry.

The week just started and im already looking forward for the weekend.

SIGH.

But that particular thing always makes my day:)

7.4.09 was the best day of my life in 09.

Standing ovation

2009-07-11T21:27:00.000-07:00

*clap clap*

Dont u even think about saying sorry to me.

Not this time.

Next time try playing your cards right...and be carefull.

And the award for the best liar goes to....YOU?

WRONG!!!

It goes to me:)

Keshiaaaannn dia. its okay...try again next time.

This is for u:)

2009-07-10T22:40:00.000-07:00

It gets better.

2009-07-10T22:10:00.000-07:00

I cant wait:)

im smiling from ear to ear.

i get nervouse,i couldnt even eat at all.

too excited,too happy.

loving the feeling.

2009-07-10T21:49:00.001-07:00

Excuse me.

tolong la okay.

dont act as if like u own me.

I had enough of going through hell.

Youre so full of shit.

HAHA.

im so over this.

IN YOUR FACE BIIAATTTCCHHHH!!!

u are so disrespectfull, u have no manners and DICIPLINE!!!

you got me:)

2009-07-10T11:20:00.000-07:00

So whats tmrw gonna be like God?:)

Yes i want it more then anything else in this world.

Last night was trully awsome.

Everything about it....its just too flattering.

HAHA.

2009-07-06T23:07:00.000-07:00

Nasib baik la aku takde niat nak jadi setan hari nie.

HAHA

cheers nigga~

WWWHHHOOOOPPPP!!!!!

Lovin the wackin from karma??

Enjoy it hunny:)

Stunt hard

2009-07-05T20:38:00.000-07:00

I wish the weekend never had to end.

I had the most amazing time. I was insanely happy.

hehe.

Seriously i wouldnt even mind going through the same day over and over again.(^_^)

it was just too flattering i tell u.

And to you...uh huh stop hating on me :)

kesian u lil poor thing.

Best i ever had

2009-06-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

NO one can ever compete with ur ass.

I say u the fuking best.

Best i ever had.

i love you mofo.:)

When it was me

2009-06-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

it was different...Things were definately better.

Back then that moment was my anything and everything.

Its funny how came to realize that i dwell too much on the past.

I have to learn how to snap out of it...learn how to let go what ive lost because i have to make the best out of the present moment in order to get a hppy future.

betul right??

Well then,mardy bum.

2009-06-10T01:25:00.000-07:00

The thing that sucks about time is that it takes time.

It's really starting to bugg the hell out of me but i have no choice but to be patient about it...

owh well after all this is something really worth putting alot of effort and patience in.

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So something really unexpected happend to me a few weeks ago.

i learned alot from what happend

if there is 5mnts in a day that i dont think about the incident

thats really alot.

but its okay...

things always happen for a reason kan?

Disconnect the dots

2009-05-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

1wooorrrdddd!!!lol

honestly i just had to post this up. its too hilarious

She's a wife and a hot mom!!

Fucking amazing

Aisha Bibi Mitha at 5:58pm May 16
u sxc biatch.

Su Lily Kopanska at 6:00pm May 16
ya know how i roll...put this time with a pram/stroller. lol

Aisha Bibi Mitha at 6:05pm May 16
hahaha.. MILF!

Israa Garoot at 9:54pm May 16
u look hot.Nice dress...U don't look 63.

Su Lily Kopanska at 10:25pm May 16
WHAT? do i look fatter then 63?????

Su Lily Kopanska at 10:26pm May 16
thats what the scales read. 63.1 kg but nevermind the .1 right? lol

Aisha Bibi Mitha at 10:26pm May 16
thinner u idiot!!

Khalissah Firdaus at 10:31pm May 16
omg milf!!!

Su Lily Kopanska at 10:32pm May 16
oh my inner blonde was talking...I shall name her Ruby. Anywho....oh god....what i would give for a Big Mac right now...i havent had any fast food for over 2 months i think..surviving on celery & watermelon, with Sushi being the only thing to eat when i am out. but the coke is still ruling me

Su Lily Kopanska at 10:35pm May 16
My mother is asking me what MILF means...lol thanks guys.. i have to explain...maybe Mother I Love Forever...think that would work...?

Aisha Bibi Mitha at 10:38pm May 16
hahaha.. LOL. that.is.so.funny.yes, that wud work.. u can tell her shes ur inspiration!! haha..

Su Lily Kopanska at 10:45pm May 16
lol and she'd believe me...no no..what if she ends up saying Milf when day. that would be so akward..anyway i explained to her the real meaning behind MILF and she was silent for a bit and then said 'what kind of talk is that!! do you have any shame? and you except being calling that? ya harammm alaki! you encourage this kind of talk' ya know the typical lecture

Aisha Bibi Mitha at 10:46pm May 16
haha.. awwww, bless her!! tell her were close frends n were just playing around.. so cute she is!! :)

Su Lily Kopanska at 10:52pm May 16
lol yeah she knows lol thats why i tell her these things lol you know she is telling me 'HOW MANY MEN ARE LOOKING AT YOUR PAGE NOW? You are half naked' LOL she's so funny i tell you...half naked...lol i love how parents say that.

Khalissah Firdaus at 1:15am May 17
wtf i couldnt stop laughin. why is your mom reading all these comments??LOL and aisha stop sucking up to her mom love!!hahaha i kiid!!

Khalissah Firdaus at 1:16am May 17
owh crap dont tell her wut does wtf mean. im a good person. i dont swear.

Aisha Bibi Mitha at 2:15am May 17
now whos sucking up?? :p hehe

Su Lily Kopanska at 6:34am May 17
yeah i wouldnt tell her about wtf means, she only wanted to know what Milf meant coz i was being called that, lol she even thought it mean 'beautiful' in young generation slang...yeah of course SHE LOVES TO SNOOP IN MY PAGE.

When fantasy doesent meet reality

2009-05-17T12:03:00.000-07:00

Tell me please....
why is it that u have such bad taste??!!! WHY??
This is an insult to your girl dude.
Or is it that ur just not that good enough for all them pretty ladies?
HAHA.
Seriously wake up and snap out of it honey:)
you are like a disposable item,something just for temporary.
Damn right im so kurang ajar.
im sorry but this is just so true.

you are for ever to me

2009-05-13T23:01:00.000-07:00

The memories that i had with you in that house made me miss what i use to have.

yesterday was juz like a rewind. it was just us...like old times. I miss it so much.

You went through so much just to get at this point in life.

Wonder when my time would come.

Thank you for being there when i always need you.

Promise you'll see me smile like you one day.

you're one lucky girl yaya. ill miss you when you become mrs Tazrin. haha

summer love

2009-05-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

I love today.

I checked my results..and i loved it:)

went kareoke...sang my heart out.

owh how wonderfull i feel

its orgasmic.

I finaly have something to look forward to when i go to london.

ill be meeting up with jojo and cheaaaa dude; party london style it is.

summer class

2009-05-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

Im back to school again. Yes very boring i know.

im back to being in Ms Malissa's class...

Noooooo

haha

Two more months till i step foot in London.

i dnt think im even looking forward to this vacation.

I called najiah today and the operator answered the phone.

I forgot that she aint here no more.

Feels like everyone is starting to leave slowly.

i miss everything.

The unexpected

2009-05-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

Never in a fucking million years id thought she'd say something like that to me!!
HAHA!!
I love you and im so glad that you're back:)

look how far we've come

2009-04-22T20:10:00.000-07:00

Happy one year

Its been a year full of pain, agonny and happiness.

you are my happiness machine, my worst enemy;baby awak lah dhunia ku.

ILY fattness:)

Sorry baby tapi awak makin gamok!!

im serious ur growing more and more sideways by the day.

P/S; i think my paper went well hehe
owh how i love today!

Subject code: Thea 1000

2009-04-21T22:26:00.000-07:00

So today was my theatre exam....and omg...3 hours of non stop writing is just uberly crazy.

God knows how bad my finggers are aching right now.

I cant wait to write my last paper just because its my most fav subject and also because ill be done with everything tmrw:)

haha owh not to forget tmrw will also be my one year with faiz.
wow. :O

i know right...its faiz that we're talking about here ladies.

Faiz's Life; A place for drama

My worst enemy yet my sweetest drug

Now you're the fatty not me:)

Tapi its okay because awak still nampak comel

and

No matter what

Sayang sangat kat awak baby<3

of guilt

2009-04-10T09:15:00.000-07:00

Like a broken tape it keeps on re-playing over and over again in my head.

My guilt is hunting me down like a hawk does its prey.

The sweetest thing he uttered was " its not easy for me to let you go just like that"

im trully sorry for what i did to you.

i miss you baby. cant wait for you to come back home!

P/S: like ne-yo says: we wont let it go for nothing:):)

only you

2009-04-09T03:17:00.000-07:00

To me lovingyou is for ever.

You mean the world to me

ILY always

22 years

2009-04-08T23:21:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday baby.

i dont know what else to say.

i feel so numb.

Dont know whats down this road

2009-04-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

I dont know what i want so dont ask me...cuz im still trying to figure it out.

feels like im drowning in my tears.

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Nana where are you when i need you the most?

Life is so unfair rite now:(

i hate this.

Ill be there soon.

i promise.

Musically Inclined

2009-04-07T22:28:00.000-07:00

The rain just ruin my mood!! But thanx to MFI for making me feel better :) jami was totaly awesome but too bad F1 was a huge dissapointment. Half a race is totaly bulshit. but owh well i still had a fun weekend.

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And one more thing, Yes i do say sorry like i say hi.

Too bad if you cant deal with it.

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so here are some pictures from the concert!:)

jami is rite in the middle.

Not one but TWO

2009-04-01T21:50:00.000-07:00

I said two not one!!

I want tickets for both days!!

I dont like you no more.

serves you right that im not coming back home this week!!

you mean old man!

This time its different

2009-04-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

3 more semesters to go till i leave home??
Sometimes i question my self about how sure am I about being sure.
I'm scared to go...somewhere so new....where i don't know anyone at all.
But this is a once in lifetime experience.sigh.
Ill miss you.

stop and rewind

2009-03-31T01:32:00.000-07:00

Stressing on, on how my life may be a wreck without you.

Sometimes i wish i could've hit pause and right my wrongs.

It felt like auto-pilot lived throughout my life.

But now i know that i have wasted most of me.

today and five years ago..

i dont know why i still miss you.

Of Sunburst

2009-03-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

Sunburst was great.Pharrell was breath taking:)
I had an awesome night.
Next stop ?
Jamiroquai baby<3

Forever and Ever

2009-03-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

I want US to make cuz i know we can. I went through so much being in this relationship so im not gonna let it slip away just like that. but what happens if someone better comes along the way? i cant ignore the fact that its so hard to take my heart back once ive given it to u.
The thing that sucks about time is that it takes time.
I believe in hopes and happily ever after.

P/S: u do make me happy okay:)

romeo oh romeo

2009-03-18T09:28:00.000-07:00

Girl enough is enough. ur words does not concern me at all. why involve me? i guess karma did give u gays a pretty good whack. Lesson learned.

Mr Romeo, try to be more carefull when playing ur cards. ur a good friend to me and ur something that i never wish to lose. stop it with the love drama for heavens sake.

its been 5 winters,summers,springs and falls

2009-03-10T21:24:00.000-07:00

and what more can i say....IMISSYOU

ur the only thing that keeps me wishing on my wishing star.

aahhh i hate this feeling.anyone slap me up side the head please?

more updates coming up soon.

toodles

random ramblings.

2009-03-09T12:23:00.000-07:00

finaly the M.A.C hello kitty collection is out. woohoo for me:) so one more month to go till my one year anniversary. i am amazed with my self..knowing that i could cope up with him.its alot more easy now because things are now diffrent which i mean in a good way. sorry for the m.i.a ive been super uber lazy to update this thing. my bed is calling me so goodnight.

Time square cant shine as bright as you

2009-02-13T13:52:00.000-08:00

Happy v.day my love. arguments/the make break up's then the make up's.daily routine? i guess so it is. me&&you; so hard to cope up BUT we make good team:):)

p/s : so two more months till we reach365 days? wow.am i dreaming?
iloveyou booboo<3<3

l.o.v.e

2009-02-12T13:14:00.000-08:00

530 am ; i cant sleep. i feel like crying. i hate this:(

Love
So many things Ive got to tell you
But Im afraid I dont know how
Cause theres a possibility
Youll look at me differently
Love
Ever since the first moment I spoke your name
From then on I knew that by you being in my life
Things were destined to change cause

Love
So many people use your name in vain
Love
Those have faith in you sometimes go astray
Love
Through all the ups and downs the joy and hurt
Love
For better or worse I still will choose you first

Many days Ive longed for you
Wanting you
Hoping for the chance to always be with you
Longing for your kiss
For your touch, your feel, your essence
Many nights Ive cried from the things you do
Felt like I could die from the thought of losing you
I know that youre real
With no doubts and no fears
And no questions

At first you didnt mean that much to me
But now I know that youre all I need
The world looks so brand new to me
Now that I found love
Everyday I live for you
And everything that I do
I do it for you
What I say is how I feel so believe its true
You got to know Im true

imu:(

musiQ to my Soul

2009-02-11T10:45:00.002-08:00

My all time favorite play list ;

Musiq soulchild-dont change
Donell jones-i wanna love you
J.holiday-suffocate
Boyz II men-pretty much all of their songs:)
Keisha cole-Love
Tank-Dont go
Tyrese- how you gonna act like that,lately

Ashanti-Rock with you and i dont mind*these are my two most fav out of all her songs*

i could seriously listen to all these songs over and over again:) xxoo

my wishing star

2009-02-10T10:28:00.000-08:00

Whats life without ups and downs?? it wont be meaningful and fun right?. im thankful for everything that i have.....i just gotta learn how to appreciate my life better. one fine day...my day will come..the day ill get to finally say life is GREAT!! what more can i ask for?. For now i just dont see any reason for me to give up in everything that i do....

i just dont have any other better picture to put up. No im not being all conceited:)

Againtsalloodz

2009-02-10T09:16:00.000-08:00

cause everything about you makes me feel I have the greatest gift in the world
And even when you get on my last nerve
I couldn’t see myself being with another man.

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"what more can i say?my feelings are truly unconditional "

mac hello kitty collection!

2009-02-06T11:55:00.000-08:00

forgive me for the irregular updates....ive been so lazy these days. its been so long since i went shopping. im tired of shopping for clothes. not exactly bored of it its just that im too lazy to walk around and search for the perfect one. so enough of clothes... and now i want make up !!! yes make up..!!! M.A.C just came out with their hello kitty make up collection and i want it sooo badly...but too bad i dnt have enough to spend for that right now:(

*** owh and some people should just take a good look at them selves in the mirror before saying shit about other peoples life. u are so pathetic... heres the thing people the shit u might hear bout me might be true but it could be as fake as the bitch who told u. so yea start looking at your self cuz u are no better then me. atleast im not as hypocritical as u are...

BITCHY MODE

2009-01-29T00:02:00.000-08:00

Some people should just shoot them selves in the head and die. If you dnt want to do it...come to me and ill be more then happy to help you out. I know that this is a huge shock for me to say this but julie is way way better than that person. someone like you dosent come up to my standard. so da verry village la u!!!

2009-01-21T23:45:00.000-08:00

In the world impermanent,ill sleep without the light.
My agonies will sleep,my worries will sleep, my sins will sleep.
Let the night sleep. Sleep forever deep.
With the night i sleep i sleep to eternity:):)

"sleeping brings me to peace"

and their presence drives my sadness away

2009-01-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

Karma is my new best friend. im in love with it... it takes good care of my life.it teaches me good lessons about life. someday karma's gonna whack you so hard on your pretty little behind and you'll know how good it feels . Do pray that it wont hurt like a bitch:)

Because this love is forever

2009-01-16T01:02:00.000-08:00

Your my sweet misery
I hate to admit it
But your my everything
The love you give me
Is like the perfect pain
With the one i hate
The one i love
The one i blame
i cant live without u baby but i cant live with you

" your love just drives me nuts"

2009-01-15T03:46:00.000-08:00

im clueless about everything. did i regret what i chose? yes i do...i swear its so hard to go through this. i hate this. im sick im upset and im pissed.

This is for you

2009-01-14T02:39:00.000-08:00

I'll be yours forever
You & me a classic and we'll always be together
Baby i'm here to tell you
That i'll be yours forever
On everything, i swear i care and
I'll be yours forever
Baby i'll be yours forever
im just so addicted to you
ILY forever and for always

2009-01-04T06:46:00.000-08:00

class starts tmrw...aahhh this is boraaanngg.so wuts new with me? hmm i moved back into yaya's appartment and this time i get to stay in the master bedroom weeee......i have two new housemates and i really dnt know how to get along with them cuz i their so weired.haih cemana lah nie. im so glad that everything is okay...not to exactly say that things are totaly working the way that i want to but im happy with how it is rite now. im getting my ipod next week yay cheaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i know its juz an ipod but still:D anyways thats about it. bye everyone! ill upadate more later when i have time(T_T)

2009-01-01T23:52:00.000-08:00

my goals for this year...
1)Lissa change ur attitude!!!
2)Be punctual for class
3)DO NOT PROCRASTINATE especially when it comes to submitting assignments!! this is very bad haih
4)Save more money;D
5)hmm eat LESS and exercise MORE
6)Transfer to(WMU) western Michigan uni!!!
7)Promise my self not to cry when my brother leaves for London. but ill be happy becuzhis car will be mine:)
8)Read more to improve my general knowledge!!

.this is gonna be hard but yea i hope it works.

fav video on youtube

2008-12-21T23:32:00.000-08:00

hello everyone! so theres this grl that i love to watch her videos on youtube. Shes a make up guru and shes owh so lovely and amazing. to you ppl that loves anything that has to do with beauty stuffs u guys should check her out. well i sumwut did learn alot from her videos....thanx to u aubrey! its almost been 9 months since i started watching and following her vids ...i saje nak share dengan korang.hehehe anyways heres the link to one of my fav vids of her...check her out....trust me u'll love her! so i chose this video cuz i thnk that its funny....owh well actually there's too many that i dnt know which one to pick. in this video she was doing a haul on the things that she bought....hope guys will like it. and dnt get me wrong i am not obsess with her...i juz love how she does her hair and make up...it luks really cute and yea i dnt know why but she always seems to be so happy and bubbly all the time. heeeeee. hope u guys will enjoy watching...thas if u do...toodles!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=drKpqszprZ0

2008-12-18T09:20:00.000-08:00

and owh yah...i saw the new freakin ipod nano...gila cantik seyh. its super uber cutee!! and yess im gonna tell mummy love to buy for my birthday prezzie cuz i still didnt tell her what i want;D..its hella cheap im tellin ya. hehe
look at it..its so pretty and colorful!! well green or pink are my choice of color.wut do u think? heeee

2008-12-18T09:02:00.000-08:00

Today i went to go cut my hair...and uughhh it turned out to be so short!! fuck! i hate short hair. it makes me look faaaatttttttttt!!!! aaaaaaarrgggggghhh.i feel like chopping off that hair stylist's head. babi punya orang. But its all good atleast i know i still look okay and not weired.hehe. i have alot of things to settle before school starts and its really starting to bugg me. im gonna head to lala land now. good night everyone:)

2008-12-17T06:40:00.000-08:00

damn it ....i always dnt know what to blog about. uughhhh this is hella annoying!anyways....its almost been a week since my holiday started. i would say that its fun and and not so fun. Fun because i had such a good time spending my money on things that I've been wanting to get hehehe and not so fun becaaauuuusssssseee....dearest boyfriend is always busy with work!!! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hate it i hate i hate!! we always have to rush when ever we go out. i hate rushing!!! it ruins my mood and when that happens i get so damn irritated. Moving on....i cant wait for christmas and new years!! hehe....christmas because...theres gonna be poker nite...waaa im tellin u i laavvee the damn game. i know i sound so gay but wtv. and new yea cuz...i havent partied for soooooooo damn long. aduh!!hehe;D okay i think thats about it for now . toodles!xxoo

finaly done....

2008-12-09T22:17:00.000-08:00

i cant believe this...im finally done. I cant describe how i feel right now.....Danial ajk go karaoke .i should fucking go..so that i can scream my guts out.

Give me a time a machine.Owh sungguh lancau!

two done..one more to go!

2008-12-09T19:06:00.000-08:00

my history paper....was totally unexpected...

to be continued later.....

exams...

2008-12-09T10:35:00.000-08:00

here i am sitting like a fool thinking about what to write. ive been staring at my laptop for the past 30 mnts not knowing wut to blog about. Tomorrow will be the last day of my exams.God knows how scared i am. Scared that ill end up forgetting wut i studied.... at the same time i cant wait to be done with it. 4 weeks of holiday....will just end up making me spend my parents hard earn money on useless activities and things. aarrgghhh. i have so much going on inside my mind. i miss someone.i really do. and i miss school to. im gonna head to bed now. good night

A random picture of me and my lovie yayakksss:)

Birthday prezzie.

2008-12-02T09:46:00.000-08:00

Till now..i still havent gave the answer to my mom about what i want for my birthday present. When ever i have the chance to ask for what ever i want ill end up not knowing what to choose,BUT i do have a couple of things in mind...still im not so sure if my mom would agree to it because of it being to expensive hehe... so yah here are the things that ive been wanting for quite sometime.

A holiday package to krabbi island thailand!! id love to go there with faiz heee;)

M.A.C makeup set. i sooo want the whole damn thing!

Tiffany Legacy Band Ring

DKNY sling bag.i loves it!!!!!

theres so much more that i want but the others are way too rediculous to ask for hehe so yah thats about. toodles.

Happy birthday to mua:)

2008-11-23T08:56:00.000-08:00

hello there everyone yes i am now officially 21 years young:) i had the most perfect celebration this year cuz all my family members were there and sayang to!! weee. i dnt really have much to say but yea to all my frenz that wishd me thank u so much!!! u guys are such sweethearts for remembering my birthday.

a picture of me and sayang . the smile doesnt really luk sincere cuz my dad was the camera man. poor boy was scared of that old man. haha

ILYSM baby:) thank u for changing and being so wonderfull to me.

something random

2008-11-13T02:55:00.000-08:00

YAY!! its finaly thursday today!! i have no classes tmrw and best part of all sayangs coming back home wooot!okay so yea...this evening i went out with siti....while we were chit-chatting she suddenly came up with this topic talking about laws of attraction. i was really super amazed with what she told me*pasal her stories,cuz she did an experiment on it* i dnt care what u ppl wanna say but i really think that its so cool. Since my exams are coming up...i should start thinking that i want good grades.. not really expecting an A but u know juz good grades. yang sedap mata memandang:) Siti ur awesome dude.. thanks for tellin me. tue la im lucky to have friends that are smart. hehe. anyways thats about it for now. ill update more later. love always;Lissa

3 things that i want rite now!!

2008-11-10T07:50:00.000-08:00

1)My hubby!! sigh i miss u too much:'( its only been a couple of hours that u left for Macau and im already going krazy!!! five days not being able to see u feels so damn long.

2) Extra money for my rent.... yes my rent went up to 866 bux this month when im actually suppose to only pay 650 every month. wtf rite? my dads gonna put a drill in my head...somebody help me. i hate it when hez not around...everything seems to go wrong.

3) I wanna go on a holiday trip. i need it...so badly. argh im stressed out with my exams. so much to study. especially math. i was juz naturally born to be so dumb in math. i hate math!! hate it hate it hate it!! but i LOVE history hah. yea i know very weired but wut evers. okay back to the holiday. i so wanna go to Thailand or bali. those are the two most awesome places that i could think of.

anywhose thats about it. haha i cant wait for my birthday next week. Sayang said that he's gonna surprise me. haaah i cant wait.!!!!smart boy helpd his mommy on something so simple and easy that even my 6 year old cousin could do it and got a lot of money haha.it was so sweet of him to save the money juz to celebrate my birthday. i love u always baby. and i miss you so much.

Love ; Lissa

5 days with and without u...

2008-11-07T02:42:00.000-08:00

okay so yea...i had a pretty good week with my hubby:) i dnt know why but eventhough we were dead broke we still manage to go out like krazy and eat like a pig. sigh im gonna hate next week cuz he aint gonna be here...nooooooo. i spent 5 days with u this week and im gonna be without u for also 5 days...:/ this is so unfair. anywhos moving on...u know sum ppl juz talk the talk but dnt walk the walk. i hate it when they cum up to me and start tellin me shiet but then their actions dnt contradict to their words. next time u shud take a good luk at ur self before saying shiet to me. gila tak malu rite . im tired of hearing ppl telling me what to do and think so yea fuck it im juz gonna listen to my self and those that matter to me. toodles;)

hmm??

2008-11-01T07:38:00.000-07:00

love,hate and confusion.

2008-10-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

This is the first time ive writen something in so much of tears. I dnt think ive ever felt this dissapointed before. Just no one could ever understand how mad and upset i am with what just happen. I feel so confused sometimes...juz thinkin about what should i do about it. i dnt know...i dnt know and i dnt know. i just dnt fucken know. All i ever wanted was juz to have someone that would love me the same way as i did. I had it once but i guess the relationship was juz not meant for me.
I thought walking out frm ur life would be really hard for me but after waht happen i dnt think so anymore. Im here to stay to give it another chance because u want me to and because i love u eventhough it dosent feel the same way anymore. im never gonna deny the fact that i still do love you...how could i ever not love someone that is the closest thing to me. When we're happy it feels so great despite all the fights that we go through.

i wish...

2008-09-30T03:22:00.000-07:00

i wish i could go back in time and fix all of my mistakes....

i wish i was the perfect one for u...

i wish i was the best thing u ever had

i wish for u to be the one i spend my lifetime with

i wish to have all my iis frenz that i was close to here with me at this very moment and the moment when we all start growing white hair and having 50 grandchildren

i wish i was rich like oprah

i wish i had a body like the kim kardashian. damn she has a nice ass.

i wish i never had to feel so shitty about my self.

i hate going through fights with the ppl that i love the most like my mom , my boyfriend or my
friends. it sux shiet ass. Yaser is one person that i hate to argue with the most cuz he's the Goddest at making me feel stupid to everything that i say when we argue and making me feel guilty. arrgghhh why are u so good at arguing,debating and everything la!!

okay imma bounce now. its almost iftar. cant belive tmrws already eid. to all of my friends i juz wanna wish u all Eid mubarak!!yg my friends kat kl jng lupa i nak duit raya. hehe i love you guys.XOXO

What makes me happy?

2008-09-17T01:50:00.000-07:00

my constant motivator:)*babe i just couldnt imagine how pale would my world be without u*

haha sorry i know...this is really random. I am just so super duper uber bored right now. My plans got cancled and chea its sux. I hate it when i dnt end up going out..but owh well its okay. theres always a next time. cheers~ : )

dedication to the past

2008-09-16T11:15:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder how would things be like if i had a chance to go back in time and fix all of my mistakes. wouldnt it be really cool if i owned a time machine? . If i could then i would but too bad i cant. My high school years in iis was the bomb.especially in grade 9...the time when i felt
the world was so perfect:).yes...even though it was just for a while but owh my..it was wonderful. i wish nobody didnt have to leave....to my loves i miss u guys so much.going down to memory lane has never fail to make me smile.

IMU<3

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2008-09-12T01:22:00.001-07:00

im so blur right now. ive been staring at my laptop for the past one hour thinking about what to write. hmm its true what the saying says. if your day starts of bad its probably going to get even worst. this totaly sux.Sometimes i just get so mad when things dnt work my way. Lately things have been a little crazy for me. The past few months was filled with ups and down. sigh i feel so emo right now....i dnt really have much to say. To u..yes u that person that means the world to me...ily so much that u could never imagine. owh yes belive me ud be supprised to know how much i do. i know i might not be the best person in the world for u but how i feel and everything that i do for u is truly sincere and ginuwine. cant imagine life wihtout ur love. Ily always and for ever.

brand new:)

2008-09-11T06:03:00.000-07:00

So hello there my dear people. yes i just realized that i have an obssesion with blogging. i love jotting down my thoughts.Long ago,how ever long u wish to imagine, i use to think that blogging is gay but hah im wrong! its fun. maybe at times i might come up with uninteresting topics and u would probably lose interest in reading it but then again this is my blog...i am here to express my thoughts and emotions about life whcih i love to share it with all u people so enjoy;)